So suffocated.
I don’t want this anymore.
I just want to be free.
So suffocated.
I don’t want this anymore.
I just want to be free.
Did we move to quickly?
Not with the kisses
Or the heavy breaths
Not even the act of entangling
But the act of love
Is this really it?
So much uncommon
But the lust pulls us close
Is it blinding us?
You’ve become so protective
So defensive
The thought of causing you pain
Kills me inside
But the thought that I’m wrong
About this
All of this
Is tearing me to pieces
And the thought that always comes to my mind
Every hour of every day
Is this too quick?
Terrifying
Unsure
Is it worth it?
Too deep in
With one foot always out
4 letters
Bloomed into my mind
And instantly destroyed me
Tearing me apart
Leaving me bare
Weak
Unguarded
Against future pain
Where my walls end
His begin
4 Letters
Crumbling everything
A once empty word
Now filled with so much
Emotion and certainty
Questions asked
Answers unimportant
You are here
You are mine
Distance
Were you ever real?
It’s been too long
You’ve gone too far.
When you will leave
I will be strong
I will go on
Distance
Inevitable.
The past will leak into the future
Feed on it
Make it weak.
The damage
Is interior
Crawls out
Makes you weak.
There is no running away
No escape
Simply the design
Of what will destroy my life.
To late to change anything
To weak to end it all
To hopeful for a different ending
Knowing that it will never leave.
Part of me
Part of my story
What’s written is scars.
Forever lingering in your mind
Causing insanity
Unstableness
Mistrust
and failure.
If you’re just gonna post about us trying to talk
and then tag it as “bitches”
Okay. Done trying with you.
I miss you already
and usually thinking about you makes me happy
but instead I’m on the verge of tears because we have no way of contacting each other for 2 weeks
Quick to forgive,
Quick to bare,
Quick to entangle,
Slow to fall.
Snow that falls,
Ice that slips,
Lonely walks to
A night I could not resist.
Intense emotions,
Strong Attachments,
4 more months till the end.
Where are we going?
Where have we been?
Questions that linger in the air.
Will you be there when I wake?
Will you stay while I sleep?